nutty..me

2005-09-26T18:05:00.000-07:00

haix. im sorry that i hurt u.
its really something i must live with everyday.
ur a nice person and all.
and u noe it.
right now im just a lil confused and stuff.
gosh just shoot me.

2005-09-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

omg!! his gf look so so so cute.
gosh. how can he cheat on her?
i lyk the girl more. yay. im so so super happy.
cos im over a jerk who lied he isnt attached.
why? thanks to his gf. my god. his gf look really good. and cute and im not being sarcastic.

i'll be sticking to the spainard for now. if our rendezvous eva materialize that is.
my god his gf really make u think twice abt being str8.
haha. ok. dun get me wrong. im really happy. cos the whole eveything is over.

2005-09-23T06:01:00.000-07:00

yay. prelim's over and im pissed cos its friday night and i carn enjoy myself.
cos no. 1 i dun haf my phone cos my sweet mom tried breaking my pin code and as if it wasnt enough tried breaking the puk code. wahla. sim card block. oh. and guess wad she said when i question her. " u talk somemore i'll kill u." nice mom.
and this led to the 2nd reason why im so pissed.
my dearest dad screwed up my friday night cos instead of telling my stupid friend (yes stupid cos he called my house cos my freaking phone carn be use) i had 2 hrs free with nothing to do, he told my friend i had to go home and study after tuition.
haha. gosh and they tell us not to lie.
so now im blogging cos i have so much time. ok and before this i went to town ALONE.
try doing that.
people think ur some kinda social outcast.
freak it. its friday night. carn u just let me go out w my friend. the last time i talked t him was in march can.
sheesh.
prelims JUST over and i still haf t go home to study. gosh i must be really stupid, having to study so much more than other ppl.
ok so 2 hrs just fly by, making me this psycho maniac who prowl town alone and then return to british council and use the com.
wow. wad a fruitful way to spend my time.

oh well, wad can i say? i love my parents to bits cos they find joy in ruining my life.

so now im stuck here, all my myself waiting for the irritating primary sch kids to toddle out of their classroom and bug me to let them use the com.
freakingly fucking friday.
alliteration.
this shows that tey're meant to be used together.

oh well, next week jolly well be better. spainard =)

2005-09-17T19:57:00.000-07:00

ha. the hideous 1st wk of prelims finally is over.
hafta start planning wad part time job i wanna take.
gosh.. i'll be eva so free for the first 3 mths.

carn wait for saturday man. subway treat. here i come. whee~.

anyw i think the sch think too highly of us.
dress up lyk working ladies.
given my prelims result i can hardly get a job in the coparate world pls.
waste money t buy those clothes for wad when they're gonna rot in my wardrobe for the next 3978 years or so.
i think i'll just borrow the cleaner clothes from the canteen cleaners.
maybe even buy it from them.
its anyw time for them t retire.
but fret not ppl of the canteen. i've come t substitude them.

2005-09-14T00:45:00.000-07:00

woah. its been ages since i've blog.
well, cos blogging is kinda retarded after a while.
nothing special lar.
just that my life's kinda screwed cos i did something illegal.
ok, ethicnically illegal.
ah freak. i screw my life half the time anyw so ya.

well, guess which 3 idiots turn up in sch at 0720 and went for assembly?
wahh.. so smart ah. one is me.
that's one reason why people lyk being friends w me.
i make them feel smart.
oh well.
life's liddat.

oh, and guess wad.. im in the middle of my prelims now and god dammit i dun feel lyk mugging at all..
well, gotta be mentally prepared t go ite alr.
well, not saying that ite is bad or anything.
i just hope the teachers there dun teach slower than the growth of grass.
im cringing at the thought of it. serious.

my god, i like blank blank blank blank blank. which is kinda illegal cos im not suppose t.

shit la. told u my life is screwed.

anyw i hate hate hate being attached. really really.
it sucks alot.
there's nothing exactly v wrong w u noe hu but i just hate being attached cos i dun wanna cheat on anybody. and if ur wondering this is the damn figging thing i did wrong.

2005-02-08T15:26:00.000-08:00

CONSTANTINE is q chim abit lyk the matrix but it's SUUUPER CORNY.
damn it's full of shit and that's y i kinda love it tho content wise i still dun really think it makes sense.
i wanna rewatch it. =D
i need a good laugh frm the shitified life i have now.
o yar eating bake rice while watching a movie is NOT a good idea.
nada.
u carn see wad the blardie hell ur eating.
and mine felt lyk rojak thanks t all the sprinting frm cine t lido...
why did we go t cine in the first place?
why arh zel?
anws chiang was so anti climax lar...
more den half the show gone alr den ask is that keanu reeves.
piangz...
i would've poured my bake rice all over her if i could find where i dumped it.
went home in a cab if a lousy cab driver all thanks t tis shit couple who stole the first cab.
thankew wad thankew i din even allow u t take MY cab lar.
PFFFFT.
anws the damn cab driver that we took got some kind of shit attitude prob.
he even accused me of kicking his car.
why would i kick the car when i really wanted t kick his face instead?
and just because im not proficient in chinese doesnt mean u can scold me in chinese just cos i carn scold u back.
wah lao v jian leh.

- happy birthday edwin/edna/evangeline/ethanol.
and u jolly well lyk the present cos i paid abt 2 third of the cost and it almost left me broke.

2005-01-09T05:12:00.000-08:00

Ok.. I was against the five day week thing at first..
I mean 5 day week means cca on weekdays, and I bet the trs wun give us lesser hw which means lesser time t complete them (not that I do them but anws) and they think that weekends we got a lot of time and so pile hw on fri, plus lesser time t town plus more nc activities t attend t get attendence…
until erm.. yesterdae.
Yar. rmb those Saturday mornings where we used t have nc..
(not that I went down for every activity..but that's not the point.)
wake up early in the morning just t do pt and drills and lose my childhood..
But not anymore..
yesterdae i got t relive my childhood manz..
woohoo~~
cartoon rawk!
so totally sia.
pokemon, teenage mutant ninja turtles, batman, spongebob, fairly odd parents etc etc etc.
it's nice t be childish and carefree and relaxed after a long hectic week.
im loving life =D

2005-01-06T23:55:00.000-08:00

im loving life as it is now =D
im loving e sec 1s for not bullying me =D
im loving my trs for forgetting t ask us t hand in homework.=D
im loving my partner for allowing me t copy her homework.=D
im loving cadets who greets me.=D
woohoo~.

one more new resolution.
im nv and i mean NEVER goin t play waterbomb in sch wif amy anymore.
did i say waterbomb?
i wun consider pouring one whole pail of water on to ur victims as waterbomb u noe amy..
anws.
malu on the bus sia.
left one beeg puddle of water on the bus seat..
the other passengers might assume i had some kind of bladder problem..
perhaps due to the consumption marijuana.
o wells.
anws i saw snr lanxi and she said tt she was goin t come for campfire t see us do pds..
haix.
im sure im gonna screw up the whole formation.
arh... heck.

another new yr resolution.
make friends wif pple frm good schs lyk tchs, nanyang, sji, raffles etc..
to kope notes lar..
the tr keep stressing us up.
gosh it's only the first wk of the first month of 2005.
man i keep feeling im gonna haf my Os tmr and i haven studied..
thanks t my trs who haf indeed psychoed us thoroughly.

2004-12-31T07:45:00.000-08:00

ok i have had enough.
enough IS enough.
bloody shit u.
u wasted my time and money.
why the bloody hell did u even ask on that day?
or should I say those days?
damn. Ur the worst guy I eva knew.
thanks A LOT.
seriously i noe i'll meet someone shuaier, smarter and more gentleman den u.
garr...
it's not lyk i din give u chance rite.
i gave u umpteen chances.
and boy did u busted all of them.
gosh. i shall not live in denial no more.
i may sound ok but im not.
anws thank god i din accept u sia.
it'll be an insult to me do u understand.
well thank god i din go out wif a loser.
ok im thru wif tis shit.
i shall study hard and be a les next year and get into SAJC.
smarter pple. better luking summore.hmph

2004-12-11T16:34:00.000-08:00

10 more days counting down..

2004-12-11T01:07:00.001-08:00

it was 5 daes since i noe u..
my gosh..
it's rather fast dunch u tink?
now ur off to brunei.
man 11 daes..
tt's lyk super uber long..
more den double the no. of daes i noe u..
gosh and i've been to ur place..
toked all night to u in the past four daes..
now waiting for u to return..
my gosh i carn believe how dumb i was..
u werent any better dude.
i HINT HINT so big still cannot get it..
they HINT HINT so big i oso din get it.
u hid how u felt so well.
gosh i tot tey were joking.
manz. im so you4 zhi4.
just rmb to get me the obb polo tee yar.
u wun be able to read tis but gosh..
im not sure if im gonna miss u..
damn tried calling but u were alr on the plane.

2004-12-11T01:07:00.000-08:00

it was 5 daes since i noe u..
my gosh..
it's rather fast dunch u tink?
now ur off to brunei.
man 11 daes..
tt's lyk super uber long..
more den double the no. of daes i noe u..
gosh and i've been to ur place..
toked all night to u in the past four daes..
now waiting for u to return..
my gosh i carn believe how dumb i was..
u were any better dude.
u hid how u felt so well.
gosh i tot tey were joking.
manz. im so you4 zhi4.
just rmb to get me the obb polo tee yar.
u wun be able to read tis but gosh..
im not sure if im gonna miss u..
damn tried calling but u were alr on the plane.

2004-12-06T18:01:00.000-08:00

ok yesterdae was q ok i guess expt for the fact that my beloved platoonmates bluff me.
thanks arh..
i was NOT cheated at all wad..
kaoz i still go thailand buy present for all of u..
tsk. TSKK.
den left to meet melissa in lot1.
and guess hu really stayed at the meeting point arranged?
NO ONE.
wow.
lzl rather walk abt aimlessly den wait there.. thx arh.
and his fwen hogging the arcade.
suppose to meet at 12 den becum 12:45 liddat.
pro sia us.
ok so we went to watch incredibles [again].
but i tink tis time nicer..
cos the last time half the time i was sleeping thanks to the stoopid rememberance day.
and the day before where i stayed up to polish boots and do uniform.
but the cinema was so cold.
thanks again arh lzl.
i tot NOT cold one?
den went arcade..
lzl and friend hogged the machine while i and mel wait and wait and wait summore..
den we went to IMM.
we are so pro lar canz.
den go back bukit batok.
im so gonna throttle melissa alive.
first she abandoned me wif her dear lil two fwens in macs..
and i guess i saw samuel and hope he din get no wrong idea..
when she finally came back,
she happily cycle away and im left wif her two friends i hardly noe.
and she brought us thru the long way cos she was cycling..
piangz..
we luk lyk goondus walking round and round and round..
den tok cock at mel's void deck.
lzl is so full of shit i dunno wad to sae sia..
but the bullshit i must admit was q entertaining..
den whole day bully mel..
seriously he lyks to critisize girls..
den down dere tok until the sky dark dark..
lyk they wanna camp there overnight liddat..
i reach home at arnd 7:45..
my mama almost killed me say wad the whole family waiting for u for dinner..
piangz..
i so tired alr still scold me sia..
den that lzl still wan conference.
shouldnt haf woken up so early sia..
anws tonite den conference ba.

i love my swiss army knife imitation..
it's lyk super duper uber thick wif lotsa weird stuffs lyk a ruler and magnifying glass.
and lzl gave me an idea..
i wan a REAL parang.
yup.
get me that for christmas u dodo birds.

2004-12-04T02:52:00.000-08:00

im not a hypocritical person u nicompoo.
im not a backstabber either k..
just that sometimes wad u do make me pissed.
anws no one is perfect wad.
and dun ASSUme that im a fake just because i dun bear grudges.

ok anws yesterdae's bbq i guess was q a flop..i guess..
sorry k..
i really just freaked out.
cos its lyk those pple that i met at buena vista were guys.
familiar yet unfamiliar..
and all so tall can..
i need to look up to tok to them..
make me feel so inferior..
[all expt jian yang.. still so small and cute]
den i one girl loner down there den they all talk among themselves..
thanks arh..
isolate me..
and im so calafare..
so duh i leave rite..
and it really was abit awkward cos i've been a nun for lyk 3 yrs alr..
im sorry yuani.. i wanted to pei u but i kinda freaked out.
wen sheu sorry too k.

2004-12-03T06:44:00.000-08:00

ok din hav the time to blog recently tho ALOT of thimgs happen..
and its precisely alot of things happen that i din get to blog..
er.. get it?
ok nvm..
let's go back in time to camp wich was ABIT belated only wad..
ok it was q freaky la at night..
i dun really wan to relive tt blardie moment but yar..
it happened.
ok..sleeping at the auditorium..
den at night i suddenly woke up for some reason i dunno..
it was damn freaky cold lar.
den i dunno why carn sleep..
den suddenly pei gui ya[let ghost sit on top]..
thank god snr ting ting came earlier tt dae and told us wad to do when tis kind of things happen..
anws i knew something liddat would happen.
cos its lyk i felt it lar..
it being ghost..
damn freaky can..
and rach was oso kinda snoring so it was q hard to go back to sleep.
den stoopid joyceline in the middle of the night come sleep beside me..
den i saw her but i tot tt she was yonghui..
den the next dae rachel say tt at nite she oso suddenly feel cold..
abit strange cos we were the only pple tt sae cold and rest had a good nite sleep..
and only two air-cons were on and they were both at the other end of auditorium..
so it was q impossible to feel cold.
den i told her that i tot tt yh was oso feeling cold..
den she sae tt there was no one sleeping beside me..
then yonghui said tt she had been sleeping in the nc room all night..
den i was so freaked out and cried..
see lar joyceline..
i'll really die of fright cos of u..
and tho alot of pple scolded red cross for distrupting their sleep..
i thank them lyk anything..
cos if not i cannot sleep in peace..
and so wad if it's 1 and a half hrs..
it's still sleep..
den when i was taking less than forty winks in the nc room (the next day)..
the platoon suddenly wake me up to go run to botanical gardens..
thanks arh..
nv brush teeth nothing.. din even tie hair den run liaoz..
yi bian run yi bian tie..
and abit pissed wif the part as lar..
walk walk walk..
haix..
scold them for walking still walk..
pro sia..
walk somemore walk somemore..they really walk some more.
got to train their stamina liaoz..

2004-12-03T06:13:00.000-08:00

ok immediately after camp i had to leave for thailand..
first stop..
chiang mai..
the weather was so good..
so cooling.. some more not humid..
shiok sia.
and the pple's complexsion was oso damn good lar..
and their skin color is those kind of bronze tan..
inborn skin color..
how lucky lor...
and yes im trying to sae tt there's alot of shuai ges.
ha.. envy me k..
and u noe the smallville's clark kent..
tom welling lar..
yar.. there's tis guy hu luk lyk him lar..
just that his tan is so much nicer..
but guess wad..
that guy's an elephant instructor.
how wasted lar.
he could just hav been a model and earn so much more den wad he's earning now lor.
and i tink is becos of elephant training that he pierce his eye..
one eye lar..
dun be so mean and tink it was two.
anws i was staring at him and thinking how wasted when he turn and look at me..
and i guess he tot tt i was staring and mocking him or something..
damn i feel so guilty lar..

den went to bangkok..
and i din enjoy my first dae there at all.
the pollution there is damn cham lar.
severe case of air pollution..
atmosphere totally ironical compared to chiang mai.
chiang mai=cool+clean+fresh=carefree..no worry..no stress..
bangkok=hot+polluted=stressed life.
and therefore chiang mai's pple complexsion is so good and so good looking..
bangkok pple leh.. u can roughly guess lar..
they luk lyk distorted, mutated freaks.
i only enjoyed the shopping and cultural show in bangkok..
the cultural show was damn entertaining lar..
it was jackie chan live.
just that they were faster.. and more humorous..
and tis guy(A) was lyk so poor thing lar..
firstly he(A) use pole and fight wif tis guy(B) wif arm guard made from baboo..
and kena hantam q cham..
den they had 'riot' den got tis guy(C) hu whacked his(A) butt so hard got 'piak'..
wich echoed in the auditorium and the poor guy was clutching his badly bruised butt when the performers retreated..
and that guy luked alot lyk no.85..
o wells..
and why i hated bangkok..?
reason being that my pimples were healing and reducing in numbers when after leaving chiang mai..
den when i return to singapore from bangkok i had so many pimples lar..
thanks arh..
i oso fell sick in bangkok lor.
shitified place..

anws the things in thailand is so uber uber CHEAP!
bought so many nice nice things.. =D
including a siberian husky.. =DD

2004-11-24T21:46:00.000-08:00

crescent got overall champion for shooting...

[gou da le bah]
part As and us got 1st so kinda duh tt we got overall champion rite..
well, the part As did well and they even beat the boys can..
but next yr dunno wad would happen if they dun start building their armpowers now.
i mean next yr no sandbag liao leh..
and im lyk damn proud of my platoonmates lar.
i mean we two yrs consecutively in our category first leh..
i still rmb last time snr lanxi bring us shooting.. our results give her heart attack one..
now is lyk totally 180 degrees turn liddat.
i mean she'll be lyk damn proud of us lar..
anws we're gonna prove snrs wrong and clinch the best girls' unit..=))

anws im lyk pissed cos pple were betting on us..
wtf.
do we hav uncanny resemblence to horses or dogs?
do we luk lyk u can place bets on us?
i tink not.
v fun isit..
just go and rot and stay rotten.

anws i'll be gone until the 2 of dec..
immediately after camp goin to thailand..
so got anything just msg me lar k..

2004-11-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

i just watched true files and im lyk damn pissed wif the child abuser.
he's lyk damn pian tai lar.
read tis:
[KILLED BY HIS MOTHER’S LOVER

** Names changed

Crime committed: 3 June 1999
Prosecution Case: 11 May 2004
Defence Case: 11 May 2004
Verdict date (For Chong) : 1 June 2004
Accused: Chong Keng Chye, 36
Victim: Kevin Wong, 7

7 year old Kevin Wong was found dead on 3rd June 1999. He had a total of 144 injuries all over his body, face, penis and scrotum.

But soon after his death was confirmed to have been caused by abuse, his natural mother went missing.

This was one of the worst child abuse cases in recent times with the horrific injuries sustained by the hapless young victim leaving a strong impression on even hardened law practitioners.

It was only about four years later that the people who killed Kevin were arrested. And they were arrested not for Kevin’s death but for another crime – Cheating.

Together they were arrested for having carried out a scam and cheating six people out of $200,000. When one of them was found to be Kevin’s natural mother, investigations began again on the death of Kevin. That was when her lover, 36 year old Chong Keng Chye, was also arrested.

Chong was arrested and accused of acts including

- using a bamboo stick, a feather duster and a belt to assault Kevin
- making Kevin ingest his own faecal material [eat shit]
- not allowing Kevin to wear any clothing at home
- and dripping hot wax from a candle on Kevin’s testicles on at least 1 occasion

Chong defence was he was only trying to discipline the boy and he could not control his temper as he had a ‘low tolerance level’.

He further alleged that he was not the only one abusing Kevin. He said some of the injuries were inflicted by Kevin’s mother and Kevin’s two older sisters.

Susan was found to have a low IQ of 80. The normal IQ is 100. Because of this, she’d readily believed Chong when he said he’d said whatever he was doing was to cure Kevin of his ailments.

Chong however, pleaded guilty to the charges of abusing Kevin Wong and voluntarily causing hurt to him. He also pleaded guilty to the 3 charges of cheating.

He was sentenced to the maximum 20 years Preventive Detention and 9 strokes of the cane. ]

i saw the show lor.
the boy was damn poor thing..
but for now i wished tt the lil boy tt was killed was my lil bro.
NOT exactly joking.
cos he's such a lil snitch.
i use the com his business arh..
im gonna manslaughter him..
lyk im gonna manslaughter chong keng chye on the day he steps out of prison.
the world would be better off w/o these pple.
20 yrs and 9 strokes of the cane only?!!!
for the inhumane torture on the poor lil fellow hu carn possibly be worst den my blardie bro..
and how come im so nice?
im only gonna manslaughter my lil bro wich wld only hurt for a minute or so.. when he tortured me for lyk 9yrs 5mths and 27days?!!

2004-11-21T22:38:00.000-08:00

ok.. i've pretty much cooled down yar..
but anws i still find the idea stoopid.
gosh.. i miss my old blog..='(
it's been dunno how many hrs le.
anws i wish someone'll do a brotherhood template for me.
and i had a tough time toning down my new skin..
it was so hyper PINK gosh..
my head is spinning le.
the person hu did tis template sounds a lil despo..
but o.. wad the heck.

2004-11-21T06:22:00.000-08:00

finally i can rite all i wanted to complain rite..
and yes i have lots of things to tell.
from obs to some sadistic shit.
and let me tell u...
juniors are NOT exactly stoopid ya noe.
there is such a thing as GOOGLE search.
there is NO point in changing my blog add.
why carn tey read lor.
i mean i din rite anything exactly bad ya noe.
i refrained from toking alot of stuffs.
dunch u tink its more risky if i start taking the plunge and critisizing everything and a junior chance upon it..
and wad's the point of isolating myself where no one can link me.
gosh.
why are WE changing to suit THEM?
piangz.. its not lyk we actually changed for snrs and why must we change for juniors?
this is a dumb idea.
but im doing it cos u pple are my platoonmates so there.
but tis is really it.
im NOT goin to delete entries or change anything else.
this is MY blog.